Dear Zindagi

Sometimes you feel trapped within the confines of your head and heart. You forget to appreciate and love yourself, keeping emotions so bottled up that when they eventually come out? you cannot contain it and it takes a colossal toll on you.

Dear Zindagi is a Hindi motion picture that follows Kiara a young cinematographer and her battle with abandonment issues and self-love.
The movie begins with Kiara and her life as a young, successful single girl in Mumbai. Her only dream is to be a successful filmmaker and find love. She constantly finds that she is breaking up with her boyfriends as soon as they start exhibiting signs of long term commitment.

She then travels back to her hometown of Goa and hears a mental health seminar and a specific doctor talking about acceptance of one’s self and how we as humans often find it difficult to accept our flaws and love ourselves.9b8fd8d0320a37fc27894b0928cd3652

Kiara hesitantly begins therapy with the Jug (Doctor) and finds herself divulging more than she bargained for. It’s a rollercoaster of emotions and very relatable.
Kiara realises that she has abandonment issues from the past which don’t allow her to form and sustain romantic relationships.She has no issues with making friends but she doesn’t quite trust men when it comes to love. She’s constantly finding issues that aren’t there and nit picking. MV5BZWQzYWI3ZGMtYzgyYy00OWZkLWEwODYtNGNiMTZhODBkNzUyL2ltYWdlL2ltYWdlXkEyXkFqcGdeQXVyNjY1MTg4Mzc@._V1_UY268_CR9,0,182,268_AL_

Jug forces her to dig deeper and understand that it’s okay to feel these emotions but it’s also necessary to talk about them and accept them in order to be able to trust in life again. I’ll stop yapping here because I want you all to give this movie a watch.

 

Below I’ve listed a few quotes from the movie that have resonated with me and hopefully, some of them touch you as well xx

Bachpan mein jab rona aat hai, 
toh bade kehte hain aasun pocho!
Jab gussa aata hai, toh baade kehte hain 
hasso taaki ghar ki shanti bani rahe.
Nafrat karna chahetoh ijazat nahi di.
Aur jab pyaar karna chahe, toh pata chala yeh saala 
emotional system hi gadbada gaya, kaam nahi kar raha.
When I wanted to cry as a child, the adults told me to keep
quiet and wipe my tears.
When I got angry? they said smile so that there was peace in the
household.
When I wanted to hate something they didn’t allow me to.
So when I want to love? I found out that my emotions were all over the show and
I didn’t know how to feel

Hum hamesha muskil raasta kyun chunte hain?
Zaarori kaam keh liye?
Kya pata, aasan raaste seh bhi kaam ho jaye?
Why do we always opt for the most difficult route?
You never know, the similar solution may also lead you to your
destination.

Jab hum khud ko samjh lete hain na, tab aur koi humare baare mein kya sochta hai?
fark nahi parta. 
When we are able to finally understand ourselves, what others think truly doesn’t matter.

And my favourite 🙂

Don’t let the past blackmail your present into ruining a beautiful future.

American Queen

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An epic love triangle between two powerful men and one very lucky girl. Written exquisitely

Greer  (girl next door, shy, well-educated, impressionable, trusting)
“Political princess”, is a very shy-timid-stand back and don’t get attention kind of girl. She did aggravate me in the beginning when she wouldn’t stand up to her snotty cousin Abilene. I mean grow a backbone! Her first kiss went to the president and her virginity went to the vice president, Not too shabby.

“The secret he keeps, the lies he tells.”

Maxen Ashley Colchester (Ash) – (Dominant, ruthless, deviant, enigmatic, heroic)
Is a Lieutenant, war hero and current president. Ash is a submissive girls dream! loves to be in control and takes pleasure in his partners’ submission and to some extent her embarrassment… oh no Bueno!
Not for me but definitely a well-written character.

“You belong to yourself and you belong to me, and I don’t fucking care that it seems to be a contradiction because we both know it isn’t.”

Embry Moore(Prince, secretive, seductive, aloof, reckless)
Comrade to Ash and vice president. I did do the whole, “you should pick Embry!” He is the typically polished bloke who hides scars that helped get him there. He’s very smooth and aloof and definitely my pick out of the two.

“You dropped this,” he said in that sophisticated purr, a purr that belied money and education and privilege. (EMBRY)

Despite being war veterans, this love will be the hardest battle they’ve faced yet… A well written and intriguing love triangle that’ll keep you interested all throughout.